Comments on: I ’should’ heal and grow.

By: Tait(Your Loving Self)

Tait(Your Loving Self) — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 13:00:10 +0000

This is the enlightenment truly meant for the grasping! Sharing, Loving, Growing, Being! Always Showing others and learning about yourself! Great Blog!

By: Jennifer Mannion

Jennifer Mannion — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 23:19:05 +0000

Matthew, I don’t know if you have come across my blog before but I have healed myself of several chronic illnesses including Ehlers Danlos, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Mono and more…. I would welcome you to visit my post on Alex Blackwell’s site to learn more about how I healed myself (a VERY abbreviated version) http://www.thenext45years.com/2008/02/self-healing-using-the-law-of-attraction.html
If these means resonate with you I would be happy to share my ebook with you free of charge. I had chronic pain for 6 years, I was dizzy, passing out, vomiting, and I know it may seems impossible to get past it but you CAN do it. Maybe not completely like me but you can learn techniques to control and better manage it. Please let me know if I could help. The pain is yelling for you to pay attention to other issues going on and if you listen close enough you may be able to figure out JUST what those issues are. Forgiveness, blame, anger, lack of self-love, fear….. I relived a lot of my demons while healing but am now pain and pain pill free for 15 months, have tons of coping techniques and it is my passion to help others heal from within as well. I wish you all the best. Love, Jenny

By: matthew

matthew — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 20:19:27 +0000

In the Michael Teachings, there is a motto that “All is Choice”. What is less expressed is that consciousness is nothing more than awareness of all the infinite choices available. We limit our choices. When we do this, it’s neither accepting or loving. The idea of “should” is a quite obvious manifestation of this limitation of choices!

By: matthew

matthew — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 20:16:00 +0000

I’ve had lots of pain (lower back pain), and it is indeed a struggle. Right now I’m not facing a huge amount of pain, mostly a dizziness. But surrendering to the moment takes a lot of surrender. It sounds easy, but the trust in the universe it requires is immense. How is that trust generated? Mainly through experience. The pain screams “we need more protection, more control” and the voice asking for trust and surrender is a quiet whisper, but always there.

By: Linda Dragas

Linda Dragas — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 17:49:48 +0000

Thank you for sharing this part of your journey. I fully understand and relate. I hate that you are going through so much pain and distress related to your physical issues, and get on so many levels the battle that can come up regarding these issues. I’ve been dealing with similar issues for 11 years and have received much benefit for it, overall. I was a very active mother of 5 and into fitness, health, etc. and didn’t get where this was all coming from. Definitely facing our “shoulds” is an ongoing battle, and I have my task companion to thank for helping me tremedously with that (although there is always another thread to look at, but at least it has a much less hold on me). Aaron Christeaan, in a channeling, told me years ago to go against my intuition and to allow myself to flow into or relax into the pain, rather than fight it, especially when it was out of control. Yeah, right…, but it did help and now that I am not in that kind of daily pain, it really works well. It’s along the line of when a person is in labor and it’s more useful to relax into it, rather than to fight it, which eventually lowers the perception of the pain, and makes it more manageable. So, that concept helped tremendously with the emotional, intellectual, and spiritual pain that came with the infirmery, too. I had such a hard time just staying with a few moments of meditation for a while because the pain was so intrusive. It was so hard not being able to take care of my family and to let people feed me, etc., but we all grew through it. I am grateful for it, now, especially because it allowed me the opportunity to spend a lot of time with my husband before he passed. I still don’t like pain, so that part isn’t cool, but it is what it is. Take care Matthew.

By: Rosemary

Rosemary — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 16:42:06 +0000

Thank you for sharing your situation. I have similar issues with my own acceptance (goal). I’ve become more aware how much my perceptions of myself color and limit my relationships with others. If I don’t see myself as lovable, how can I express lovingness in my relationships? It can be challenging to release my automatic reactions and begin to ponder the source of those reactions.

By: Mimi

Mimi — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 15:56:20 +0000

Thanks so much for sharing your journey with the Michael group. I was touched by the channeling you post here, and an old saying came to mind: we teach what we need most to learn.